Its time for a change

when you realise how close you've come to losing the one thing you hold dearest in the world its hard to not look at yourself a little closer and wonder how things got to be this way. change, for better or worse, is infinitely better than doing nothing at all.

i'm not going to lose you

xx

And yet again, its been a while

not much has really been happening. which is sad. I currently hate my job (except on the off day that i get to work with peter, tegan or sylvia) and am looking for something new.

interview in a couple of days actually. office job in surry hills. the man who called me the other day sounded pretty cool (and by that i mean he's probably a late 30-something who's hip and with whatever it is us young'uns are up to) and invited me to the office for a "chat".

a "chat". that little term has fucked me up a bit cause now im not sure what im in for. am i gonna get there and sit back in a couch having an informal discussion with a kinda cool possible boss? (meaning that i can wear jeans and a nice shirt) or am i going to sit infront of a desk to be judged as a prospective employee? (in that case, new leather shoes w/ dress pants + shirt + tie). typical dave. someone offers you a job and what are you worried about? what to wear.

although, at the same time im kind of hoping that its a shit job at a shit company so i can turn it down and wait for something that im interested in. i've applied at borders in paramatta which is a place that i can see myself actually enjoying. id also applied for a job in a print workshop as an assistant leaning the ropes on some of the printing machines and their operating systems.

but ill see how everything pans out. the surry hills gig might end up being pretty sweet.

anyway kids, thanks for reading and i might actually keep this up a bit now

stay golden, pony boy

xx